Mazzy Star - Fade Into You

This is the saddest xmas i have had, i am missing someone who was very special to me very much. My life feels like its lost , im so afraid of being left in the dark, maybe im just not meant to be apart of this dream , sometimes i just want to die...

I feel Dead just Dead :( I miss him deeply

HeAvEn BuRnS aBoVe Me: I feel so crushed, I had a dream, and i woke up at...

I feel so crushed, I had a dream, and i woke up at six this morning with my stomach twisting, i can barely do things i used to love doing, life just seems so different, i feel like im stuck in a bad dream i can't escape, I know i must move on, it's just not fair the pain that i am living with lately, i want to turn off the switch at times and vanish, Feels like life is laughing at me. I hate to complain but i must get my feelings out because it feels like im losing it sometimes. I am not good at being broken but then again who is I need healing. My heart hurts in many ways right now, I thank all of you for your support and love, and positive energy.

Lavon monet

Heartbreak.... :( :( :(

Up and downs on a Pisces Emotional Roller coaster, This holiday season hurts so much, I hate going to social events it make things even worst, i just wish i wasn't here and could fly far away into a cloud of warmth and security. I need the sun here with me... but like i say to everyone i am trying to stay above the storm.

Akvan

Your Heart Surprises